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Monday, June 15, 2009
A sense of wonderI'm reading Catherine Coulter's Wizard's Daughter. I enjoy the mysticism.
As I reflect,
I am reminded that throughout my life, I have encountered people who touch my soul. Some stay in my immediate life for some
time, while others I have interacted with for only minutes.
Yet, each one had a lasting and memorable impact
on my life and my thoughts.
It would be hard to fit them into a label, as I have felt bonds with people
of diverse philosophies, spiritual insights, and paths of living. If there is a connection, it has seemed to me to be something
quite intangible - of being open to giving of oneself and to receive.
I remember the man I will always think
of as my Pastor - Orval Butcher. And there was his Father, a special man whom we called Pop Butcher. And a retired Army chaplain,
Chaplain Lauby. Then, there was a so-called American Indian, or Native American, that I chatted with for some thirty minutes
in a sidewalk café in La Jolla Colony. A friend is Wiccan.
Another friend might be thought of as
an entertainer by some, and by many others, a Christian minister. I recognize her as much more.
I look forward
to other special moments - when I encounter someone I know I was meant to meet.
What about you? Do you ever
have times when you feel a sense of wonder?
12:29 am est
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
God's peopleReligion - like politics - evokes strong feelings. Despite lip-service to tolerance, so many people are convinced that
they know what God likes and dislikes, and "the way" to God.
As chronicled in John 21:15-25, Peter asked
his Lord, "...what about him?" We seem to be more concerned about others whose spiritual path seems different
than ours than we are with our own path.
Jesus answered Peter: "...what is that to you? You must follow
me."
The so-called "Minor Prophets" has a recurring theme wherein God wonders how we can glibly
call God our Father, when we refuse to accept our brothers and sisters.
I very much like the repeating comment
- in Wm. Paul Young's The Shack - made by Papa (God the Father) as She (I use the pronoun used so provocatively
in Young's book, which I find very refreshing) tells Mack that She is especially fond of him (and of everyone else, also).
She was not fond of all of their actions and thoughtlessness and pride and fear, but each person is special
in Her heart.
As each of us seeks and finds God (whom I believe is just waiting for us to open our eyes and hearts),
I think we should trust God to lead each person as to what is "right" and "wrong" for that person.
Religions seek to define God and our God-talk (theology) and who and what we must be and do. But God is larger
and more faithful than any religion or philosophy.
Is your religion - or sect or denomination - the "only
way" to God? Why not work on your own impediments and wait and see. As for myself, I know that I have sensed
God's love and gentle spirit within people of every walk of life and way of thought.
Look to God - not
to others.
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Monday, June 8, 2009
Angel with a Stogie?Angels come in packages you don't expect.
One
night a man got my attention as I walked by him in a piano bar in Brandon, FL - a place called Armand's. I don't know
if there is a "politically correct" way to say he was Jewish-looking. But he did, to me. He made some comments that
showed he knew things about me that I doubt anyone would know. We went to the bar, where I set my drink and he held
his stogie. I don't recall seeing him smoke it, though. He told me he knew that my excuse for not doing right was because
I didn't feel "loved." He wanted me to know that God did love me. He also warned me that although he thought
it was too late to change, something bad would happen to me on State Route 579 if I did not get right with God. Since I usually
drove that way when I put the bar to bed (after starting the evening with happy hour at the Outback), this got my attention!
I remembered an old harassing technique you could use if someone was witnessing to you: "If I get right, will you be
my friend?" True to character, I still wanted to "feel" loved. But when I tried that on him, he said that he
was only friends with the Lord.
I now believe he was the Angel of the Lord. And I believe He, one more time,
showed me He loves me.
I went to the bathroom again, and when I returned, he was gone. It began to occur
to me the next day, to wonder if I had passed out and had a dream. But in that bar, I would have been kicked out for that.
And I thought about it and realized that nobody in the lounge or at the bar seemed to pay any attention to us. Of course,
that's not completely a surprise, when people are talking quietly. But the bartender didn't even wander by. I now
believe, based on what someone who has had angel experiences told me, that I was in like a time warp - outside of time, if
you will.
First, when I got home safely, I prayed and prayed. Then I cleaned up my act. Then, I turned back
to the church (I was a former minister). But I soon saw that my views of the GOD who loves people as they are and as they
hurt and no matter what disease they have, or sexuality they exude or don't, or how many mistakes they have made, or what
they drink or smoke... didn't sit too well there. I began to realize that spirituality doesn't require membership
in a particular church or denomination or even religion.
About this time, I met Marge. Our first date was
in Armand's. We both love music and football, and if we sin, we sin together! She is teaching me the rules. Sometimes,
I have to ask forgiveness because I cause a misunderstanding (you know, "A female is never wrong." "If a male
thinks the female is wrong, he should immediately apologize for causing the misunderstanding."). But I included in our
vows that she is to remember that I "am just a man!"
Angels come in packages you don't
expect.
One night a man got my attention as I walked by him in a piano bar in Brandon, FL - a place called
Armand's. I don't know if there is a "politically correct" way to say he was Jewish-looking. But he did,
to me. He made some comments that showed he knew things about me that I doubt anyone would know. We went to the bar,
where I set my drink and he held his stogie. I don't recall seeing him smoke it, though. He told me he knew that my excuse
for not doing right was because I didn't feel "loved." He wanted me to know that God did love me. He also warned
me that although he thought it was too late to change, something bad would happen to me on State Route 579 if I did not get
right with God. Since I usually drove that way when I put the bar to bed (after starting the evening with happy hour at the
Outback), this got my attention! I remembered an old harassing technique you could use if someone was witnessing to you: "If
I get right, will you be my friend?" True to character, I still wanted to "feel" loved. But when I tried that
on him, he said that he was only friends with the Lord.
I now believe he was the Angel of the Lord. And
I believe He, one more time, showed me He loves me.
I went to the bathroom again, and when I returned, he
was gone. It began to occur to me the next day, to wonder if I had passed out and had a dream. But in that bar, I would have
been kicked out for that. And I thought about it and realized that nobody in the lounge or at the bar seemed to pay any attention
to us. Of course, that's not completely a surprise, when people are talking quietly. But the bartender didn't even
wander by. I now believe, based on what someone who has had angel experiences told me, that I was in like a time warp - outside
of time, if you will.
First, when I got home safely, I prayed and prayed. Then I cleaned up my act. Then,
I turned back to the church (I was a former minister). But I soon saw that my views of the GOD who loves people as they are
and as they hurt and no matter what disease they have, or sexuality they exude or don't, or how many mistakes they have
made, or what they drink or smoke... didn't sit too well there. I began to realize that spirituality doesn't require
membership in a particular church or denomination or even religion.
About this time, I met Marge. Our first
date was in Armand's. We both love music and football, and if we sin, we sin together! She is teaching me the rules. Sometimes,
I have to ask forgiveness because I cause a misunderstanding (you know, "A female is never wrong." "If a male
thinks the female is wrong, he should immediately apologize for causing the misunderstanding."). But I included in our
vows that she is to remember that I "am just a man!"
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